My interview didn’t feel like it went well today. I normally really enjoy interviews (although this was my first teaching one), but have come away completely lacking confidence in my ability. My lesson went OK, but they seemed perhaps BORED by the end. So perhaps it didn’t go OK. I’m starting to question whether I’m actually enjoying teaching, or whether I just enjoy the idea of being a teacher, but just not cut out for it. Has it just become an automated response when people ask how I’m getting on, I just reply with “I’m really enjoying it”? I’m so exhausted, I’m really not sure if I am enjoying it or not.
If it wasn’t for the £9k tuition fees, I think I would have quit by now!